<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797</id><updated>2011-11-27T15:49:12.143-08:00</updated><category term='queen'/><category term='king'/><category term='girl'/><category term='Train'/><category term='women'/><category term='dream'/><category term='chocolate'/><category term='chess'/><category term='work'/><category term='teenage suicide'/><title type='text'>Ambiguity</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='queen'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='chess'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='king'/><title type='text'>Check Mate</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S1iIzt9juuI/AAAAAAAAAFo/wlkjnaT4iXY/s1600-h/url.htm"&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 248px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 350px; CURSOR: pointer" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429239772887628514" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S1iIzt9juuI/AAAAAAAAAFo/wlkjnaT4iXY/s400/url.htm" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="mb_0"&gt;&lt;h3&gt;Check Mate&lt;/h3&gt;&lt;div&gt;He was the king , She was his queen&lt;br /&gt;They entered the battlefield&lt;br /&gt;A million Soldiers did bleed ,&lt;br /&gt;Their love was strong&lt;br /&gt;Their love sacred&lt;br /&gt;Someone eyed it with much hatred&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was a knight , He was brave&lt;br /&gt;A million girls for him slayed their fate&lt;br /&gt;He had a mission , he had a purpose&lt;br /&gt;He wanted the queen to be his own&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Foolishly he fell , he fell in her love&lt;br /&gt;But he carefully played all his steps right&lt;br /&gt;Castles stood , horses neighed&lt;br /&gt;All the young souls knew their tale&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The king was summoned , The king alert&lt;br /&gt;The vazirs spoke of a possible outburst&lt;br /&gt;The knight and the king stood face to face&lt;br /&gt;The king had love , the Knight had lust&lt;br /&gt;Both dreamt of a single crush&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The player he was, the player within&lt;br /&gt;He somehow got her to his side&lt;br /&gt;The king was captivated and killed&lt;br /&gt;As her love had died for him&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The knight and queen both cuddled with glee&lt;br /&gt;The game was over , Check mate revealed .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="sg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fatema &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-6295787296892437270?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/6295787296892437270/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=6295787296892437270' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/6295787296892437270'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/6295787296892437270'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2010/01/check-mate.html' title='Check Mate'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S1iIzt9juuI/AAAAAAAAAFo/wlkjnaT4iXY/s72-c/url.htm' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-7316175340396444277</id><published>2010-01-20T22:07:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-03-07T02:42:21.873-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='women'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='work'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Train'/><title type='text'>Burned Grace</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S1fy5qrifEI/AAAAAAAAAFg/J8EFVKxTsaw/s1600-h/candle.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429074948341791810" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S1fy5qrifEI/AAAAAAAAAFg/J8EFVKxTsaw/s400/candle.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;The beat of the clock going tic toc ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The rthyme it caught , the rthyme it caught &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The train picked a steady speed &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It choggled and boggled with the passengers screams&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;And then they came , caught up with the train &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The woman of power , the woman of grace &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Skillfully attacking the human race ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The first woman apperas, she seemed angered&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She seemed enraged , I could see the burden even after &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She emptied the cage ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I fell she knew her work really well, &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She wasnt the type who'd kneel down &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And scamper to death ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I could see her fighting spirit burning in red &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She screamt to be heard , She fought for the dirt ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She seemed unbelievingly the queen of the herd &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then in that crowed train of ours &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The second appears ,her face pale ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;her body was frail , Still she carried burden &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;at hercules pace &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She wavered here , she wavered there &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She got her work done anyway &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;With emense strenght and beautiful pride &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;These women od dignity , never dared to cry &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But on that day I saw them kneel &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When the day was over , their thoughts appealed &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;That women of strenght , that woman of grace &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Lied down right in the middle of the train &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I felt she deserved the teaming nap &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;As her day had gone extremely crap &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She slept for an hour &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And then she awoke &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;As her fellow mates laughed out aloud &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;They wernt accoustmed to such fragie dismount &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At the end of the day , they were back to the same &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;two ordinary women talking about the human race &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Fatema &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-7316175340396444277?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/7316175340396444277/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=7316175340396444277' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/7316175340396444277'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/7316175340396444277'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2010/01/burned-grace.html' title='Burned Grace'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S1fy5qrifEI/AAAAAAAAAFg/J8EFVKxTsaw/s72-c/candle.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-651865518561386805</id><published>2010-01-20T21:44:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-03-07T02:44:07.240-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='girl'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='dream'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='chocolate'/><title type='text'>Little Lillie</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S1fups-FbYI/AAAAAAAAAFY/-vCE9h1gweo/s1600-h/Chocolate%25.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 375px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 370px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429070276032032130" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S1fups-FbYI/AAAAAAAAAFY/-vCE9h1gweo/s400/Chocolate%25.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Little Lillie in her own little world,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;saw little things literally swirl,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She loved her chocolate , She loved it too much ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Soo whatever she saw had a chocolatey touch ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;At school she dreamt , She dreamt alot &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;About the blackboard turning into a chocolate pot &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;That chocolate pot , that chocolate pot &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;filled with delicously mouth watering chocolates and what not &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The alphabets her teacher wrote dangled here and dangled there &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And happily fell into that big boiling chocolate pot &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;In that tantalazing aroma filled air ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Little Lillie dreamt away &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And then from somewhere outside that magical world ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;there came a voice &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Lillie what are you doing what is this all about ??&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Stop dreaming and sit up straight or you're going out ."&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Poor Little Lillie lost in her own little world &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Filled to the brim in her chocolatey world &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;gulped down her teachers harsh little words &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At the playground , Little Lillie in her own little world &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dances around with her group of friends &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And they decide to em up nad play &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The two teams are set and ready to go ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;they are all ready to paly the dog and the bone &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But Little Lillie lost in her own little world &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;starts to see chocolates run around and swirl&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She hums along and hums it well &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;" All around the mulbery bush &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The kitkat chased the chocobar ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;the kitkat thought t'was all for fun &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Pop goes the chocobar"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Enjoying her dream she stood there &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She couldn't see her friends ' angered glares &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;All she did her were their angry voices &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Lillie ,what are you doing , what is this all about ?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;You are on our team and you're letting us down !"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Poor Little Lillie lost in her own little world,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;jolted back to the real world &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She said to herself and she said it well &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"I've got to break out from this chocolatey spell &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;All its doing is making me dream&lt;br /&gt;happy thoughts happy thoughts &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But in the end ,what all i get &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Is niether worth mention ,neither worth recommend &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;fatema &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-651865518561386805?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/651865518561386805/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=651865518561386805' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/651865518561386805'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/651865518561386805'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2010/01/little-lillie.html' title='Little Lillie'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S1fups-FbYI/AAAAAAAAAFY/-vCE9h1gweo/s72-c/Chocolate%25.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-1130820095188529938</id><published>2009-03-21T03:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-03-07T02:51:18.906-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='teenage suicide'/><title type='text'>Sounds</title><content type='html'>&lt;div id="ms__id85"&gt;&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/ScTAIB1Wv6I/AAAAAAAAAFQ/pLQfX8zMAzY/s1600-h/burning-flames.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 250px" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315584704367738786" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/ScTAIB1Wv6I/AAAAAAAAAFQ/pLQfX8zMAzY/s400/burning-flames.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sounds and sounds is all I hear&lt;br /&gt;Just mere sounds they appear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id86"&gt;What do they mean??&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id87"&gt;What are they for??&lt;/div&gt;Do they signify a soul??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sounds that jingle&lt;br /&gt;Ripple and tingle&lt;br /&gt;Sounds is all I hear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id88"&gt;I look around for a human being &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id89"&gt;But all I hear is a mumble &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Far away ,I hear a sound&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id90"&gt;The sound of crying &lt;/div&gt;A weeping soul&lt;br /&gt;And the sound of a million tears&lt;br /&gt;Drop by drop&lt;br /&gt;The beat that hops&lt;br /&gt;Silence is what it shatters......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was lost in another world&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id91"&gt;Suddenly in this maze of sounds&lt;/div&gt;A body reappears&lt;br /&gt;It brings with it a flash of light&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id92"&gt;Breaking me from my trancing plight&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He questions me in a serious tone&lt;br /&gt;"Would you like to see the deeds you've done ?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Flashing past my eyes aghast&lt;br /&gt;Are series of visions flowing by&lt;br /&gt;Each lie I spoke&lt;br /&gt;Each heart I broke&lt;br /&gt;Seemed to play alive&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id93"&gt;The plots I made &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id94"&gt;The games I played &lt;/div&gt;The way I set my self ablaze&lt;br /&gt;All of it reappeared&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then slowing I started breathing again&lt;br /&gt;The pain unbearable seized to stop&lt;br /&gt;The burning flesh ,The crackling sounds&lt;br /&gt;The smell that spread its ugly head&lt;br /&gt;Was pungent all the more&lt;br /&gt;Each burning flame had engulfed me&lt;br /&gt;In a chamber so small&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id95"&gt;It ripped the skin and charged thoroughly in&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id96"&gt;I begged it to stop &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The burning flame seemed alive&lt;br /&gt;It had a revenge in its mind&lt;br /&gt;It slowly crawled all over me&lt;br /&gt;I could feel the raw skin burning still&lt;br /&gt;And all my tears vanishing to steam&lt;br /&gt;Layers and layers of ash now covered me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The fire danced in a joyous mood&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id97"&gt;It carefully enjoyed the matter it burnt&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id98"&gt;It seemed to find some beaming pride &lt;/div&gt;Some viscous life it had inside&lt;br /&gt;Some cunning crime it tried to hide&lt;br /&gt;Swirling up and down by my side&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The heat it formed&lt;br /&gt;Was hot as burning coal&lt;br /&gt;With the steeping rise in the temperature&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id99"&gt;I cried .........&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id100"&gt;All this while I cursed my suicidal self &lt;/div&gt;Was this the reason I enjoyed the thought of death??&lt;br /&gt;The thought of being free from my grief's net?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id101"&gt;No this was grief its self, &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id102"&gt;feasting on its voluntary visitor's death &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="post-labels"&gt;&lt;a href="http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/search/label/105000%20suicides%20in%20India%20.......%20the%20poem%20is%20a%20fictional%20approach%20to%20a%20more%20realistic%20issue" rel="tag"&gt;105000 suicides in India ....... the poem is a fictional approach to a more realistic issue&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fatema&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id103"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id106"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id104"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div id="ms__id105"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-1130820095188529938?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/1130820095188529938/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=1130820095188529938' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/1130820095188529938'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/1130820095188529938'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2009/03/suicidal-sounds.html' title='Sounds'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/ScTAIB1Wv6I/AAAAAAAAAFQ/pLQfX8zMAzY/s72-c/burning-flames.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-8247767209909024025</id><published>2009-01-25T23:29:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-27T02:47:46.696-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Little Shortie</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SX1nLDsNXwI/AAAAAAAAAEo/WnBWllrqa8o/s1600-h/shortie.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5295502176524525314" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 375px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SX1nLDsNXwI/AAAAAAAAAEo/WnBWllrqa8o/s400/shortie.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Little shortie will act all peppy in a weird kinda way&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She' ll say "hey wassup" only a million times a day !! -_-&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Little shortie will always feel the itch to say&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"That stupid bitch " EVERY single day&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Little shortie tries to be a bit funny&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And she ends up giving A monologue &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;on something like bill gates money !! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Little shortie will laugh her heart out&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At jokes as lame as"An ant takes a beatle out" :&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;You'll never guess what goes inside her little head &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When we speak of sumthing of high intellect &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Little shortie is good at heart&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But her expressions are worlds apart&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Shell appreciate u in a different kinda way&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She'll say "Bitch!! u'r really good that way"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Little shortie will never pick up her phone &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;for reasons unknown&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Is it the workload?????&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Or is she hiding from pest control??&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;We 'll just never know&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At the end of the day she'll sit beside you and say&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Its ok , I know u really never meant it anyway" :P&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;fatema &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-8247767209909024025?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/8247767209909024025/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=8247767209909024025' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/8247767209909024025'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/8247767209909024025'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2009/01/little-shortie.html' title='Little Shortie'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SX1nLDsNXwI/AAAAAAAAAEo/WnBWllrqa8o/s72-c/shortie.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-1844462925000131635</id><published>2009-01-25T23:00:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-25T23:04:27.994-08:00</updated><title type='text'>The untamed rage</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SX1gDsxFfyI/AAAAAAAAAEg/FQgB-zKe0Ho/s1600-h/rage.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5295494353530486562" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 328px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SX1gDsxFfyI/AAAAAAAAAEg/FQgB-zKe0Ho/s400/rage.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Building in,&lt;br /&gt; spreading out&lt;br /&gt;Viscous flames running around&lt;br /&gt;Inner voice vaguely heard&lt;br /&gt; Trampled ,scuffled buried gut&lt;br /&gt;Heavy breaths&lt;br /&gt;Choking beats&lt;br /&gt;Raging red, the face unveils&lt;br /&gt;Ferrocious eyes&lt;br /&gt;A curling smile&lt;br /&gt;The untamed rage , is now alive&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Confined to an empty room&lt;br /&gt;Falling objects ,expect their doom&lt;br /&gt;The raging fit , now in a gig&lt;br /&gt;Mimic the cause of this conflict&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The untamed rage in full costume ,&lt;br /&gt;Storms around in continuous fumes&lt;br /&gt; But,&lt;br /&gt; A sudden stare into the mirror there&lt;br /&gt;Jolts back the reasonable care&lt;br /&gt; The wiser choice ,&lt;br /&gt;the "taming scene" seems to appeal fiercely ..........&lt;br /&gt;The callous reasonNow fatigued ...&lt;br /&gt;The " untamed rage " as it calls itself&lt;br /&gt;meek and submissive ,&lt;br /&gt;comes to an end&lt;br /&gt; following the age old trend&lt;br /&gt; "Nothing is ever permanent "&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; fatema&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-1844462925000131635?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/1844462925000131635/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=1844462925000131635' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/1844462925000131635'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/1844462925000131635'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2009/01/untamed-rage.html' title='The untamed rage'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SX1gDsxFfyI/AAAAAAAAAEg/FQgB-zKe0Ho/s72-c/rage.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-8925267050857828647</id><published>2009-01-22T01:48:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-22T01:55:12.262-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Breaking a Monotonous life</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SXhBx_NYwfI/AAAAAAAAAEI/SCreC5_j3wc/s1600-h/breaking_free.jpg.rZd.224139"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294053689010995698" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 316px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SXhBx_NYwfI/AAAAAAAAAEI/SCreC5_j3wc/s400/breaking_free.jpg.rZd.224139" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;Slowly, Steadily picking up&lt;br /&gt;The pace increasing rhythmically&lt;br /&gt;Beat by beat on a silver track&lt;br /&gt;Metallic steel in contact&lt;br /&gt;The long chambered mode of life,&lt;br /&gt;Lazily swinging from side to side&lt;br /&gt;The heavy train like a growing chain&lt;br /&gt;pulling out from its cozy frame&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sitting peacefully inside,&lt;br /&gt;A man diminishing in pride ...&lt;br /&gt;but Hope still alive inside&lt;br /&gt;His thoughts speak of a burdened life,&lt;br /&gt;A square foot room......&lt;br /&gt;But a spacious heart&lt;br /&gt;A horrid living dream....&lt;br /&gt;But no sign of a scar&lt;br /&gt;Then the sturdy train though slow in pace&lt;br /&gt;Gathers burdens at an alarming rate&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A singular pole ,&lt;br /&gt;at the corner doorgoes unnoticed , detoured&lt;br /&gt;No human hanging out his head&lt;br /&gt;No human risking his life on a bet&lt;br /&gt;The man gets up&lt;br /&gt;And slowly looks around&lt;br /&gt;He wonders in disbelief .....&lt;br /&gt;“How can it be??&lt;br /&gt;How is it so??&lt;br /&gt;Isn't there&lt;br /&gt;No ruthless plunderer left,&lt;br /&gt;to grab the pole? "&lt;br /&gt;Then with immense courage&lt;br /&gt;and a pounding heart&lt;br /&gt;and a shivering knowledge of the human race ...&lt;br /&gt;He grabs the post with all his might&lt;br /&gt;A surge of victory in embrace&lt;br /&gt;For once in his life his hopes are glorified&lt;br /&gt;The sense of freedom clear in his eyes&lt;br /&gt;Amidst the chaos&lt;br /&gt;Amidst the noise&lt;br /&gt;His clear heart,&lt;br /&gt;for once dares to smile ........&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fatema&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-8925267050857828647?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/8925267050857828647/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=8925267050857828647' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/8925267050857828647'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/8925267050857828647'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2009/01/breaking-monotonous-life-slowly.html' title='Breaking a Monotonous life'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SXhBx_NYwfI/AAAAAAAAAEI/SCreC5_j3wc/s72-c/breaking_free.jpg.rZd.224139' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-7196884744357210749</id><published>2009-01-22T01:08:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-22T01:29:05.329-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Vague Twists</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SXg6PkUBYiI/AAAAAAAAAEA/VvAP_rfmFOQ/s1600-h/colour+twists.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294045401094119970" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SXg6PkUBYiI/AAAAAAAAAEA/VvAP_rfmFOQ/s400/colour+twists.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Vague twists&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Secure in some way,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Stability somehow ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But a sudden curse ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And land renounced &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Debts incurred ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Burdened purse &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Credit scoops now ruptured &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Streaming solutions flowing by&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Quick decisions , &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The call of time&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;One fall in that prestigious stream &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Had dug a grave for eternity&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She was just another victim &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Like the million crushed souls &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;who abandoned their inner voice&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And blindly followed &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;All the stories told&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The stories she heard, &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;were centuries old &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;they screamed :&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"There was a man he had a dream&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;to be famous with a doctor 's degree......&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;he murdered ,plundered ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;trampled the soul &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;who ever dared to stand in his way.....&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Carelessly he harmed .....&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;so that HE could stand tall&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Conquer Be envied by all"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;his followers sung praises et all&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Amazed , perplexed&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;she followed too &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;got a degree in her name, as seconds flew&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;but nevertheless she crumbled too&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;her inner voice she never heard&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;it screams out :"Peace, Art is your rebirth" &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;The fallen doctor though creative and wise&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Now chose to nurture her creative side &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Artistic vibes &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Creative surge &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;searching for the appropriate curve&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then , A singular chance to exhibit&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The various works of art she did&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Everything she learned in life,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;surfaced its brighter side &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Her knowledge of bones &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;the way they worked&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;the forms they took ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;gave her art a second look&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Her surgical hand in brief spans &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;carved the stones in beautiful tones&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Her processing thoughts did interpret&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;bigger meanings in real depth &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Quick math and a grasping cap&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Earned her a prestigious point on the world map&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;At the end she realized ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;what a grave mistake she did &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;she let the noise of others opinions&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;drown her deepest whims &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She cried out to her fellow mates &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My success was never planned ....&lt;br /&gt;"You've got to find ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;where You can manage to really stand "&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;fatema &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-7196884744357210749?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/7196884744357210749/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=7196884744357210749' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/7196884744357210749'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/7196884744357210749'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2009/01/vague-twists-secure-in-some-way.html' title='Vague Twists'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SXg6PkUBYiI/AAAAAAAAAEA/VvAP_rfmFOQ/s72-c/colour+twists.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-4196717004170532128</id><published>2008-08-04T03:13:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-01-22T02:06:47.670-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Perplexed Memory</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SXhEgnkFzhI/AAAAAAAAAEY/pjczE7-tlsY/s1600-h/COURT.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294056689140878866" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 260px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SXhEgnkFzhI/AAAAAAAAAEY/pjczE7-tlsY/s400/COURT.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;My opponent speaks : &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;" My Lord , My witness here has seen&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Experienced the grief &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The accused has no reason to plead&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;He has cold bloodedly murdered&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The inner voice indeed !&lt;br /&gt;"I defend my voice with vigor and scream&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Objection your honor !! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My opponent is misleading the jury ! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then calling my witness , I speak:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"What were you doing that abominable night ?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"My witness -The conscience speaks :&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"I-I woudn't know , i was asleep&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Then my opponent ventures into my witness's weak &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"You have no memory ?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;No recollection ?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Of the helpless girl lying there ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;injured to bleed? &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"No-no sir ,I woudn't say that ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I certainly heard her cry for help ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But my courage stood back &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;As i fought with myself&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"So you heard her scream ?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And you let her be ? &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Lying there helplessly ?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"My witness's frame now withering&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Reduced to tears , he began to speak &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;" I-I would've helped &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I would've saved the dying human being &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But the numbness had seeped &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;into every bit of me&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The time was ticking away &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Like a time bomb at bay&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;In my confused state&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My heart beats raced&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Then slowly he looks up and says :&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;" I blame myself ,I was her only help &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Now the burden I shall partake " &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Seeing my witness -The conscience wither and speak&lt;br /&gt;I restlessly sit hoping to end the ordeal &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then a tear drips , &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;without a blink&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I seem to predict , &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;what my opponent is here to speak&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;He smirks at me and meticulously speaks&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;" There , My Lord , &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The witness spilled out&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;the soul guilt the Jury seeks&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The accused had definitely murdered his inner voice indeed&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Then the jury speaks :&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;" It is evident that the defendant's conscientiousness&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;has accepted the guilt&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;No punishment here,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;As he is forgived&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Acceptance is the biggest gift "&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;The sprawling walls of the court I see&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Swirl around and hurriedly flee&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I wake up from my unconscientious self&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And dwell into thoughts of what befell&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It seemed , forgiving myself was the hardest task ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"These fights with my conscience will forever last "&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;fatema &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-4196717004170532128?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/4196717004170532128/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=4196717004170532128' title='15 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/4196717004170532128'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/4196717004170532128'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/08/dragged-to-court-of-law.html' title='Perplexed Memory'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SXhEgnkFzhI/AAAAAAAAAEY/pjczE7-tlsY/s72-c/COURT.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>15</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-3165563643292694465</id><published>2008-07-06T03:50:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-03-20T07:29:39.190-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Someones following me .........</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SHCvb3mBRoI/AAAAAAAAADw/FOX6pR9uqRI/s1600-h/church-alley-BW-tm.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5219864861437150850" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SHCvb3mBRoI/AAAAAAAAADw/FOX6pR9uqRI/s400/church-alley-BW-tm.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;A hurried walk &lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Elevator to car &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A journey I intend to embark ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The elevator seems to spontaneously spark &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And the flickering light &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;On and off in suprise&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Causes my beats to rythme in fright &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;My pounding heart &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Sensing impending doom &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Seems to fear a faceless goon &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Sticking to the door &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I seem to scream &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Someone , come , save me "&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Suddenly the sprawling walls &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Grow into my state of trance &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And shatter my fragile mask of calm &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Seconds in , I clasp my eyes &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And desperately I try &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;To hit the buttons right&lt;br /&gt;The only thoughts running my mind &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The fear of ....."Being crushed alive"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Slowly I hear , a faint laugh &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;evil intervined &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;His intentions clear &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And my weakness held to him dear &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;His motive yet smeared &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;His intrinsic laugh , like shattered glass&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;piercing my aching ears &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;But almost like a second birth &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The elevator seems to purr &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then it suddenly fits into gear &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The piercing laugh , now choking in fear &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;stumbles into a nervous shiver &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I reach my destined floor &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I rush out , almost tripping in fear&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The pouring rain pounding my brains &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Trickles down my petrified face &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then a groaning roar ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I turn around &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And the dark , forbiding night &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Stares back, like eternal fright &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Its hollow , endless feel &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Drills into my sight &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The eerie feel of someone there &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Watching every second step &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The breathing breeze,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Blowing at the back of my neck &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Almost convincing me &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"It's a strangling threat "&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I struggle to search my black mustang ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My shivering feet threatening to collapse &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then in the faint street lamp there &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I see an unknown shadow , continuously stare &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The shadow , with its ugly frame &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Monstrous , Im aware &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;His shadow brings in a gulping fear &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I dare to look back and stare &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;into the cause of my dreaded tears &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then a ear splitting stroke of light &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Midway the raining plight &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I catch his sight &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;His scarred face , smirking &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;His broad frame , overshadowing&lt;br /&gt;The meek me , cowering inside &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;A leap of beats &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;As I happen to see &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My mustang parked neatly &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Somehow the thought of escape &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Livens up the silenced rebellious me &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I struggle a fight &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And rush aside my parked hope of light &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;With my stumbling keys &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I attempt to start ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The stalker not far apart&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;With every closing step of his &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My fear crushing in &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Slowly my car ,begins to start &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And hurriedly I disappear into the dark ..............&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But somehow something tells me &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"He hasn't yet given up "........&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;fatema&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-3165563643292694465?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/3165563643292694465/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=3165563643292694465' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/3165563643292694465'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/3165563643292694465'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/07/someones-following-me.html' title='Someones following me .........'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SHCvb3mBRoI/AAAAAAAAADw/FOX6pR9uqRI/s72-c/church-alley-BW-tm.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-7000174012922279794</id><published>2008-07-04T02:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-01-29T03:39:51.274-08:00</updated><title type='text'>An accident</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SYGVM5GL_UI/AAAAAAAAAE4/FCItsRJCr1g/s1600-h/441998.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5296678685482155330" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SYGVM5GL_UI/AAAAAAAAAE4/FCItsRJCr1g/s400/441998.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Swimming through the streets&lt;br /&gt;Skimming the breeze&lt;br /&gt;At a decent speed ,&lt;br /&gt;Its soothing feel , kept me cuddled in a dream&lt;br /&gt;The evening sun falling down&lt;br /&gt;making it serene&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But slowly the scenic sky&lt;br /&gt;turns dark and forbiding&lt;br /&gt;Impossible for me to see&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A sudden glare of oncoming lights&lt;br /&gt;Blocks my vision complete&lt;br /&gt;I struggle to see&lt;br /&gt;And all i believe ,&lt;br /&gt;"There 's nothing there indeed "&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A deadly turn then smirks at me&lt;br /&gt;And a raging truck in full speed&lt;br /&gt;Screaches in front of me&lt;br /&gt;The cry of death screaming inside my stunted head&lt;br /&gt;Magnifies to unaudible shrieks&lt;br /&gt;The impending doom &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Freezes all my moves&lt;br /&gt;Then seconds past&lt;br /&gt;Its montrous shadow casts&lt;br /&gt;Its ugly head on me&lt;br /&gt;A flash of light&lt;br /&gt;A deafening fright&lt;br /&gt;And I seem to scream ,&lt;br /&gt;The truck unaware just seems to stare&lt;br /&gt;Into my meek bike there&lt;br /&gt;A crashing hit , a sinking fit&lt;br /&gt;Flinging me somewhere&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;An abrupt halt ......&lt;br /&gt;Head first into concrete&lt;br /&gt;Scraping every bit of me&lt;br /&gt;The flush of blood&lt;br /&gt;Like a gushing stream&lt;br /&gt;Pouring in reality&lt;br /&gt;Lying in semi-conscientiousness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I breathe ......&lt;br /&gt;A scarred face&lt;br /&gt;A broken leg&lt;br /&gt;Some hope , still left in me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A crowded scene ,&lt;br /&gt;In discontinued visions i see&lt;br /&gt;The pity , The gasps,&lt;br /&gt;This unreasonable crap seems to unveil&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Mysteriously a car arrives&lt;br /&gt;And someone&lt;br /&gt;Angelic I believe ,&lt;br /&gt;Stands by my side&lt;br /&gt;Steady , calm&lt;br /&gt;His vision clear ,&lt;br /&gt;Like a mission to him dear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My atheisim then shatters&lt;br /&gt;Seemingly unacceptable for my peers&lt;br /&gt;Ignoring the ugly blood&lt;br /&gt;He picks my dismantled frame&lt;br /&gt;And rushes me to the near med ....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;All I had were words of praise&lt;br /&gt;And uncertain things to say&lt;br /&gt;Find out his name&lt;br /&gt;And bless him everyday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But like he came ,&lt;br /&gt;He went away ,&lt;br /&gt;Disappearing mysteriously away ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The last thing I saw Through the glass door&lt;br /&gt;Was....soothing smile&lt;br /&gt;A glowing face&lt;br /&gt;Happy to see me safe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And all I gave was a weary smile ,&lt;br /&gt;And watched him leave,&lt;br /&gt;Through my shutting gaze ........&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;fatema&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-7000174012922279794?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/7000174012922279794/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=7000174012922279794' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/7000174012922279794'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/7000174012922279794'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/07/accident.html' title='An accident'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SYGVM5GL_UI/AAAAAAAAAE4/FCItsRJCr1g/s72-c/441998.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-3253539378560058774</id><published>2008-06-29T09:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-07-06T03:48:33.287-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Time and again</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGe1tLNO1sI/AAAAAAAAADY/E4fxuZ3dvlI/s1600-h/Old-clock-II-83.gif"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217338481039038146" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 419px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 251px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="362" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGe1tLNO1sI/AAAAAAAAADY/E4fxuZ3dvlI/s400/Old-clock-II-83.gif" width="338" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Charred to death ,&lt;br /&gt;But not a scar is left&lt;br /&gt;Thats the effect&lt;br /&gt;Of the miseries we get ,&lt;br /&gt;Time has come and swept away&lt;br /&gt;The million deaths we havent shared ,&lt;br /&gt;The silent tears that plagued the night&lt;br /&gt;Soaked the books in which we&lt;br /&gt;Now, do not write&lt;br /&gt;We've left it all behind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Time has washed away those tears&lt;br /&gt;All those who we thought were dear&lt;br /&gt;Those fears ,&lt;br /&gt;All those times we didn't realize&lt;br /&gt;All those things we fantasized&lt;br /&gt;Time and again&lt;br /&gt;We were hypnotized&lt;br /&gt;To do the things , we now despise&lt;br /&gt;Now that time has gone away .....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But who dare say&lt;br /&gt;It won't be back again ?&lt;br /&gt;The miseries , the pain&lt;br /&gt;The things we disdain&lt;br /&gt;Is crawling back again&lt;br /&gt;Its slowly strangling you today&lt;br /&gt;Blocking every throbbing vein &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Surrounded by all that pain &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;You scream and shriek for only help &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;No one seems to move a step&lt;br /&gt;Then all you do is sit out there&lt;br /&gt;Feel the pain and hope it'll go away&lt;br /&gt;You clasp your hands&lt;br /&gt;And block your heart in pray&lt;br /&gt;Wishing it won't be back the next day&lt;br /&gt;"Let it just go away"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-3253539378560058774?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/3253539378560058774/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=3253539378560058774' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/3253539378560058774'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/3253539378560058774'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/06/charred-to-death-but-not-scar-is-left.html' title='Time and again'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp3.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGe1tLNO1sI/AAAAAAAAADY/E4fxuZ3dvlI/s72-c/Old-clock-II-83.gif' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-6066228680506758621</id><published>2008-06-28T04:39:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-06-28T04:48:37.113-07:00</updated><title type='text'>The theatre stage</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGYj5X_feaI/AAAAAAAAADI/4YHF0KzbepM/s1600-h/empire_theatre_stage.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5216896686955133346" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGYj5X_feaI/AAAAAAAAADI/4YHF0KzbepM/s400/empire_theatre_stage.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;The theatre stage &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Filled with vigor and solace,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;An entry of an nonchalant race ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The humour , wise&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Quick wit, a suprise &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The story builds away ......&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then a turn of events &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A mysterious death &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Excitement , albeit&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The racing beats &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The melting heat &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Uncertain thoughts &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A guessing spree&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A clue somewhere &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A hint out there ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A mix , A match&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A confusing catch,&lt;br /&gt;Conviction &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;of the threat &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Joyous scenes &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A touching feel &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The malleability is redeemed&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The theatre stage&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Now in a rage &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;An inspiring upraise &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The curtain falls &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The scenic halls &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Are emptied away......&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;We part our ways&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But the thoughts are same&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;As the drama keeps u engaged&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Its sparkingly wit &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A careless gift&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Seems to fit today ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The wrecking scenes &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Like a griping mean &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;keeps u in a sway ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The surrounding sounds &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Are a turning tale &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Unearthing a delightful visual aid &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;These rolling scenes&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;like a pouring dream &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;seem to reiterate,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The theatre stage !&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The theatre stage ! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Is surely worth some praise .&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-6066228680506758621?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/6066228680506758621/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=6066228680506758621' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/6066228680506758621'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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type='text'>A mysterious night</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGOSbtrz8AI/AAAAAAAAADA/Lp6zcgds8B4/s1600-h/moonlight-ireland3.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5216173798242643970" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGOSbtrz8AI/AAAAAAAAADA/Lp6zcgds8B4/s400/moonlight-ireland3.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;A silent night ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And a creaking sound &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I wonder whats going around &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The darkness seems to hold me back &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But somehow I crave to follow track&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The gustling wind nearly shatters glass,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And the erie shrieks of the owl there &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Seeps in, to my hearts despair,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So I gear up , to face the night &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Metallic ware and glaring light,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Out in the backyard I see a sight&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But in a glimpse , its just the moonlight&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The chill of the night , runs down ur spine&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So I clench on to my 6 inch knife ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And I whisper words of strenghtening up ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;To outgrow the nervous wreck I am &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Just , as i' m ready again&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A steady black cat jumps from nowhere &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;My shivering stops &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And all my blood flows out&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The paleness encourages me to pass out&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But the mystery seems to brighten up&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When I happen to see &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Someone moving around&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The curiousness seeps back in&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The vigor , held within&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Someone is standing right out there&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A shovel &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;A sack&lt;br /&gt;And something bright , of which im unaware &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;A man digging a grave out there!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then i realise its a steal &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Oh how he dare !&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I see his face , then just a smirk &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And I stare &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;He drops his weapon and steps aside &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;In the dug up hole he falls down straight&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I rush ahead &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and realise ,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;its just another  getaway &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;fatema&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-6044244214316019653?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/6044244214316019653/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=6044244214316019653' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/6044244214316019653'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/6044244214316019653'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/06/mysterious-night.html' title='A mysterious night'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGOSbtrz8AI/AAAAAAAAADA/Lp6zcgds8B4/s72-c/moonlight-ireland3.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-7288604912225930253</id><published>2008-06-25T04:20:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2008-06-26T05:39:50.751-07:00</updated><title type='text'>A moonlit walk</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGIqEgmUHcI/AAAAAAAAAC4/K9WP1brkhvg/s1600-h/moonlight.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5215777575406935490" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGIqEgmUHcI/AAAAAAAAAC4/K9WP1brkhvg/s400/moonlight.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;A moonlit walk on a dusty road&lt;br /&gt;Will give you peace and a getaway mode,&lt;br /&gt;The silvery light at the moment bright ,&lt;br /&gt;Will lift ur spirits to a newer height,&lt;br /&gt;The peaceful walk with all your thoughts clustered up&lt;br /&gt;Will let the words follow up&lt;br /&gt;The deafening sounds of misery&lt;br /&gt;Will soften up as history&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The moonlit walk along the shore&lt;br /&gt;Will bring in thoughts galore,&lt;br /&gt;The gurgling sound of the water around&lt;br /&gt;reminds you of your giggling mind as a little child&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The moonlit walk around the block&lt;br /&gt;seems so short , yet so far apart&lt;br /&gt;The mesmerising street lamps there&lt;br /&gt;Seem dimmer than the moonlight spread everywhere ,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The moonlit walk comes to a rigid end&lt;br /&gt;When the realities of life step in and blend&lt;br /&gt;The fear of walkin home again&lt;br /&gt;Comes rushing back&lt;br /&gt;And it'll never end&lt;br /&gt;But then agian, the joy we have in both these worlds .....&lt;br /&gt;Is neither worth comment nor amend &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-7288604912225930253?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/7288604912225930253/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=7288604912225930253' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/7288604912225930253'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/7288604912225930253'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/06/moonlit-walk_25.html' title='A moonlit walk'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGIqEgmUHcI/AAAAAAAAAC4/K9WP1brkhvg/s72-c/moonlight.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-2703919279248021031</id><published>2008-06-25T03:42:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-06-25T03:51:29.083-07:00</updated><title type='text'>A splash of paint</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGIhj9rbiTI/AAAAAAAAACo/lhyOofXzRtg/s1600-h/pic.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5215768220184316210" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 291px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 275px" height="197" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGIhj9rbiTI/AAAAAAAAACo/lhyOofXzRtg/s400/pic.jpg" width="239" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A splash of paint &lt;a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGIgCTMM6GI/AAAAAAAAACg/XvnlRKOnwXc/s1600-h/pic.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And a canvas is made !&lt;br /&gt;Just the way u see it today ,&lt;br /&gt;You a mix a few colours,&lt;br /&gt;And jumble the others ,&lt;br /&gt;The rest is just a game&lt;br /&gt;You switch with the shades and make it a rage,&lt;br /&gt;Its appreciated either ways&lt;br /&gt;The pastel shades ! The pastel shades !&lt;br /&gt;You add them and you'r amazed&lt;br /&gt;Emarald green and persian blue&lt;br /&gt;Aren't in contrast ...&lt;br /&gt;But whoever knew?&lt;br /&gt;Mango yellow , orange and scarlett red&lt;br /&gt;Will make a beautiful sunset thread&lt;br /&gt;Never the less a canvas is made! a canvas is made !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But you see every colour ,&lt;br /&gt;Tumble over another&lt;br /&gt;So you ponder over it for a another minute ,&lt;br /&gt;And all u see is a gimmick&lt;br /&gt;A man chasing a mimic&lt;br /&gt;Or a land far far away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So a splash of paint&lt;br /&gt;And a canvas is made !&lt;br /&gt;All in all its just a craze&lt;br /&gt;OR... this amazing maze .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-2703919279248021031?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/2703919279248021031/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=2703919279248021031' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/2703919279248021031'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/2703919279248021031'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/06/splash-of-paint_25.html' title='A splash of paint'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SGIhj9rbiTI/AAAAAAAAACo/lhyOofXzRtg/s72-c/pic.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-6861124984145265331</id><published>2008-06-22T05:04:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2008-06-22T05:07:03.874-07:00</updated><title type='text'>A little human being</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SF4_-R6J8SI/AAAAAAAAACQ/9gIfPqLHoe8/s1600-h/cute+kid.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5214675757733376290" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SF4_-R6J8SI/AAAAAAAAACQ/9gIfPqLHoe8/s400/cute+kid.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;A cry of relief and a baby is born&lt;br /&gt;An angel inside indeed,&lt;br /&gt;She looks up and sees you smile&lt;br /&gt;So she doubles up as a devil in disguise,&lt;br /&gt;And cries for almost everything&lt;br /&gt;For you most certainly oblidge,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She plays with all her toys ,&lt;br /&gt;And when u make a rattling noise&lt;br /&gt;She jumps up in glee&lt;br /&gt;That moment lasts forever with you ,&lt;br /&gt;And you try your best to make her smile&lt;br /&gt;Just that one more time ,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When the child decides to sleep ,&lt;br /&gt;You hold her close to ur heart&lt;br /&gt;And she cuddles up all the more ,&lt;br /&gt;You wrap her up in all these sheets&lt;br /&gt;To keep her safe and warm ,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;As the child wakes up from her little slumber,&lt;br /&gt;her big beady eyes make you wonder,&lt;br /&gt;So you sway by her side and stay mesmerised ,&lt;br /&gt;Until you get an answer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When her two chubby hands touch ur face ,&lt;br /&gt;its almost like its divine ,&lt;br /&gt;Her little scent fills the room&lt;br /&gt;And you feel blessed again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;When you reach out to teach her things ,&lt;br /&gt;She 'll grab you by ur finger,&lt;br /&gt;And make you think .....&lt;br /&gt;"Aren't i just a little human being ?"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-6861124984145265331?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/6861124984145265331/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=6861124984145265331' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/6861124984145265331'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/6861124984145265331'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/06/little-human-being_22.html' title='A little human being'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SF4_-R6J8SI/AAAAAAAAACQ/9gIfPqLHoe8/s72-c/cute+kid.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-4693872961043316599</id><published>2008-06-21T03:24:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-06-21T03:29:42.981-07:00</updated><title type='text'>They believe</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFzXEkyZu3I/AAAAAAAAAB4/aYMrlFjIKWI/s1600-h/sad.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5214278942182718322" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFzXEkyZu3I/AAAAAAAAAB4/aYMrlFjIKWI/s400/sad.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They believe it was the last blow ,&lt;br /&gt;And that the last thread that held me&lt;br /&gt;will cave in easily ,&lt;br /&gt;They believe that i'll no longer strive&lt;br /&gt;for a worthy sense of appeal,&lt;br /&gt;They believe they can throw me off the edge&lt;br /&gt;And expect no response whatso ever said ,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They believe i have been crushed&lt;br /&gt;to a million pieces inside ,&lt;br /&gt;What do they dont believe is the fact that&lt;br /&gt;the pieces are a prize ,&lt;br /&gt;Each prize gives you pride ,&lt;br /&gt;some inspiration , some vibe&lt;br /&gt;To stand up against this hideous jibe ,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They believe i 'll perish and fall astray in time&lt;br /&gt;And that the end has arrived ,&lt;br /&gt;They believe they've pushed me onto a rocky road&lt;br /&gt;Out in the cold ,&lt;br /&gt;What they dont believe is that&lt;br /&gt;there most certainly will be for me ,&lt;br /&gt;at a distance .... an abode .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-4693872961043316599?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/4693872961043316599/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=4693872961043316599' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/4693872961043316599'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/4693872961043316599'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/06/they-believe_21.html' title='They believe'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp1.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFzXEkyZu3I/AAAAAAAAAB4/aYMrlFjIKWI/s72-c/sad.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-3228911852939946717</id><published>2008-06-19T03:12:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2008-06-19T03:17:31.811-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Exhausted</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFoyCeZOUbI/AAAAAAAAABg/2Cr2fXluBWw/s1600-h/tired.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213534536734757298" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFoyCeZOUbI/AAAAAAAAABg/2Cr2fXluBWw/s400/tired.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFoxbXXjuuI/AAAAAAAAABY/QiBJV4pHj7M/s1600-h/exhausted.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213533864833825506" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFoxbXXjuuI/AAAAAAAAABY/QiBJV4pHj7M/s320/exhausted.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;The working of a tired hand&lt;br /&gt;wont do much justice to the land,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It wont beautifully mend the gold&lt;br /&gt;nor will it really move a soul ,&lt;br /&gt;The pale working hand we see&lt;br /&gt;Has something to reveal ,&lt;br /&gt;It speaks about its gravest fears&lt;br /&gt;Will it manage to feed me this year? &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;All these feelings hovered up&lt;br /&gt;It continues to paint the shimering steel ,&lt;br /&gt;Covered with paint all over here&lt;br /&gt;It tries to catch up with the real world ,&lt;br /&gt;Lost in his thoughts of great victory&lt;br /&gt;He compels himself to work a bit more&lt;br /&gt;But thinks aloud , HOW much more ?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Saddened by his tired effort ,&lt;br /&gt;His trembling hand counts his share ,&lt;br /&gt;He sits beside all his ware .....and rests there &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-3228911852939946717?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/3228911852939946717/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=3228911852939946717' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/3228911852939946717'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/3228911852939946717'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/06/exhausted_19.html' title='Exhausted'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp3.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFoyCeZOUbI/AAAAAAAAABg/2Cr2fXluBWw/s72-c/tired.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-200425446237113436</id><published>2008-06-19T02:20:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-06-19T02:52:44.493-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Seen and neglected</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SForoQdHveI/AAAAAAAAAA4/r9zgN4pHoDc/s1600-h/seen.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213527489246641634" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SForoQdHveI/AAAAAAAAAA4/r9zgN4pHoDc/s320/seen.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFoqlkrPp3I/AAAAAAAAAAw/641WGRJjqR8/s1600-h/neglected.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213526343623354226" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFoqlkrPp3I/AAAAAAAAAAw/641WGRJjqR8/s400/neglected.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;The moment you step into an indian bazaar the multitude of noises greets you and the attractively coloured stalls almost pull you towards them . Seeing almost everyone running around trying to get the best ware at the lowest possible prices gets u all pepped up too . &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;What no one cares to notice is the sight of beggars lying on the roadside , naked ,half humans some skeletons and some others covered wth sores which tempt flies even frm a distance .&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;No one seems to feel for this accursed lot of humans . Only the well-to-do here and there sacrifice a few coins to placate their own conscience .&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;These beggars often roam through the crowd searching for discarded eatables . The more daring among them help themselves at open stalls for which they are severely beaten, but thats the indian attitude like "We 'll see about that later" and daringly they help themselves and i say i am mighty proud of this attitude too .&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Well this picture does justice to the fact that we more often or not just ignore things which are conscience really tries to pester us wth . I guess its a gene problem , YES it is a gene problem i mean if not that then WHY would we ignore such a grave thing? Havent we improved a little bit ? OK fine so we dont CALL them untouchables but do we even come up to them, put a hand around them and try to talk to them ? &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Well the foreingners that i have noticed aren t really like us .Its almost like they 'll befriend anyone ,name them and they have ! Yes ive seen them loving the sight of even monkeys jumping around them too ! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;soo are we really in that state of mind or we just pretending to care by throwing in some money?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-200425446237113436?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/200425446237113436/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=200425446237113436' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/200425446237113436'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/200425446237113436'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/06/seen-and-neglected.html' title='Seen and neglected'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp0.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SForoQdHveI/AAAAAAAAAA4/r9zgN4pHoDc/s72-c/seen.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3339588839431238797.post-1119547087719586653</id><published>2008-06-18T08:02:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-06-18T08:12:05.825-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Blend with me !</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFkloWQbMiI/AAAAAAAAAAo/qgFRQ0OU31E/s1600-h/water+colour.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213239418757526050" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFkloWQbMiI/AAAAAAAAAAo/qgFRQ0OU31E/s400/water+colour.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Haven't we heard this notion an awful alot ? when an extremely frustrated wife is tired of having disagreements with her husband , or more often or not when its ME against my parents !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Parents really dont get you sometimes do they? we never agreed on anything till date .....its fascinating sometimes when you can soo easily convince your dad that "i 'm just going out wth a "bunch of friends" and ill be back at wht 12 and we really arnt going somewhere really really far are we ?" and he'd suprisingly agree. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;BUT when mom comes into the picture everything is in a pickle . she'll like intutively KNOW that d " bunch of frnds" im refering to are say 4 guys and maybe 2 girls including me ....lol&lt;br /&gt;and she'd knw the place wont be really really far but did i EVER mention it really wasnt dat close either? lol&lt;br /&gt;oh dese moms i tell u!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;When it comes to wearing black nail paint and tatoos .............she 'll consider them as a taboo ! its hilarious to see her face when i show her d tatoo i make for some eager frnds ......it jst makes me smile and say " she'll never blend in "&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;But this pic really shows no troubles whatso ever in making peace wth everything . It screams "blend wth me " lol thats why i really liked it ,not just the fact that it looks like this amazing watercolour painting wth striking clarity , it also makes you smile and think wow look at the different colours in life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;As a kid ive always loved art in all its forms , i'd just see life as a colourful painting and ive always loved making sense frm randomely clicked pics and vividly made paintingsthis is an amazing picture .......COURTESY : this really talented photograher frnd of mine ;)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3339588839431238797-1119547087719586653?l=uncertainambeince.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/feeds/1119547087719586653/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3339588839431238797&amp;postID=1119547087719586653' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/1119547087719586653'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3339588839431238797/posts/default/1119547087719586653'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://uncertainambeince.blogspot.com/2008/06/blend-with-me_18.html' title='Blend with me !'/><author><name>fatema rangwalla</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14692818076052000397</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/S44I3fbe7_I/AAAAAAAAAFw/tDXpddDP9B0/S220/18-01-09_1805.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp3.blogger.com/_72D6XeIi2X0/SFkloWQbMiI/AAAAAAAAAAo/qgFRQ0OU31E/s72-c/water+colour.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry></feed>
